December 2010
Amazing.
With you, I can never be in a bad mood. Sometimes, I almost forget that you’re even there. I’m so caught up with everything else in my life, that I forget to stop and think about you. But then you come back into my life. It always seems like when I want something to happen, it never does, but when I never expect anything, something amazing happens. I never expected you to like me; you...
And my mother said this christmas would be...
Mom, you say every single year that this christmas won’t be too big, and that i shouldn’t get my hopes up. and every year, you end up exceeding my expectations. how could you possibly think that you would disappoint me? you never cease to amaze me. how is:
a new touch screen coolpix digital camera
a land’s end winter jacket
the best pair of boots ever
hollister perfume
an...
:-/
I just don’t understand. You seem to like me, then I get different feelings. Why is everything changing between us? I’m avoiding you now, because I want to see if that actually even remotely affects you…probably doesn’t. I doubt you’ll even remember that we used to talk. It’s clear that I’m really not important to you at all. At least that’s out now...
Oh life.
First off, I don’t know how you found me in the first place, but it’s totally creepy for a 22 year old to be telling a NOT 18 YEAR OLD that she is beautiful, smart, and “sososo” perfect when you have been talking to her for only a HALF AN HOUR. i feel really bad because i don’t really want to de-friend you because that’s kind of mean and it’s not like you...
just kidding :)
ohh wait. i think i just fell in love with you all over again. i didn’t realize it could even happen so quickly, especially for a second time. you’re just too good.♥
I guess you didn't forget.
It’s not exactly what I wanted to hear, but I guess you didn’t forget me. I had no idea what to say to you; it probably was nothing good or useful. Beginning a conversation with you is like nailing jell-o to a tree. I just can’t do it. But, I still tried, and we managed to talk. Good thing, because you said we’d talk later. Please do. You didn’t say you missed me in...
Not Sure...
Life is good, but I’m not sure where to go from here. No swimming tomorrow, easy practice today, no drama, and I love everyone.
But maybe that’s the problem. I love everyone. You, and you, and you, and you. It’s becoming a problem. My heart is being pulled into four directions, but I want to be in every direction. Whenever I think I’m getting closer to pulling back on...
ichvermissedich.
today, i came to a realization. i miss you. i miss your face, your smile, your eyes, your hair, the way you laugh, everything about you. i miss the way i would glance at you, and you would look back and smile. just thinking about you makes me smile, but also cry on the inside. i haven’t seen or talked to you in about a month, and my heart keeps sinking day after day. i don’t know how...
swimming once again, a total success. love the team, all the boys, my lane, and basically everything. italian is 6 days from being over, and i literally couldn’t be sadder about it…
dance was completely unnecessary tonight, even though i do love a cheetahlicious christmas. :)
i still can’t seem to get over you though. i haven’t talked to you in four days now, and i...
swimming is literally fabulous, i can’t waiitt for this season :) everyone’s amazing, and everything’s fantasticc
still failing stats, what else is new? boys are silly…but it’s alrighty
italian’s over soon :(
habdichlieb♥