January 2011
Day 10 ♥
last day. one confession. there are so many. but i guess i’ll pick one.
1. there’s always a little part of me that believe the world really will end in 2012. and it really scares me.
oh hello, procrastination →
Reblog and bold what applies to you;
my personality:
i’m loud
i’m obnoxious.
i’m sarcastic.
i’m cocky.
i cry easily.
i have a bad temper.
for the most part i don’t like people.
i’m easy to get along with.
i have more enemies than friends.
i’ve smoked cigarettes.
i’ve smoked weed.
i drink coffee.
i clean my room daily.
my appearance:
i wear makeup.
i wear a piece of jewelry...
Day 9 ♥
two smileys that explain my life right now….not sure if i could just do two
1. ;)
2. :/
Day 8 ♥
three turn-ons…hmmm
1. being really tall :)
2. smelling AWESOME
3. being ridiculous and silly with me :)
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Day 7 ♥
four turn-offs…HAH.
1. being really smelly
2. taking yourself too seriously
3. being indecisive, never having your own opinion, or just being too quiet in general
4. being extremely lazy
(5. being too short…not a total turn-off….but it always sucks)
Day 6 ♥
woops. i messed up yesterday. NOW it’s supposed to be five. soo, five people who mean a lot to me.
1. my aunt pam. she’s probably the most wonderful woman i’ve ever met. she’s so nice, and kind, and generous, and just so inspiring. she would help any person or animal in need, and i love her so much. i wish she had been close to me for my whole life, instead of the past two...
Day 5 ♥
5 things i wish i’d never done…that could go on forever
1. i wish i had never relied on you. i’m so much better without you
2. i wish i had never started liking you, or told you how i felt.
3. i wish i had never hurt myself. i never wanted you to get to me.
4. i wish i hadn’t not gotten my license. what a stupid decision.
5. i wish i could take back all the stupid...
What I think when kids in my class read
whatshelearnedfromyou:
That’s a PERIOD, NOT A COMMA
That’s a COMMA, NOT A PERIOD
Why the hell can’t you pronounce that word?
THE TEACHER JUST CORRECTED YOU WHY’D YOU GET IT WRONG AGAIN?!?!?!
Can I sleep?
If you can’t read, why’d you raise your hand?
You can’t pronounce THAT word?
WHAT THE HELL
The fuck you like long ass paragraphs for
My skin’s crawling
Oh god not him, his voice sounds...
Day 4 ♥
7 things that cross my mind a lot.
1. College, and which one i’ll actually be going to
2. Germany, and if i’ll get that scholarship
3. Dance, and the fact i’ll never be able to fulfill my dream
4. Swimming, and if i’ll ever get to where i wanted
5. you, because i’m so confused about you
6. you, because i’m so confused about you too.
7. and you, because...
Day 3 ♥
8 ways to win my heart…hmmm :)
1. Make me laugh. duhhh
2. Don’t take yourself too seriously all the time, but i like sarcasm (most of the time).
3. Be taller than me? ;)
4. I’m a sucker for people who speak languages other than english
5. Do something romantic and cute. So cheesy but i think it’s adorable
6. Be active. Play a sport. Do something
7. Hug me without...
Day 2 ♥
Nine things about myself?
1. I’m almost 5’11. and i hate it. (i wish i was 5’6)
2. I don’t want to live in America when I’m older, but rather, Germany.
3. I wish I was blonde, even though I know it would look weird.
4. I enjoy being really awkward and ridiculous.
5. I own a strobe light that I take on school trips with me.
6. I could eat breakfast all day every...
Day 1 ♥
hm. ten things i’d say to ten different people. let’s see how this goes.
ONE. i miss you. i feel like since that incident happened, we never talk. i wish it was just a coincidence, but i have a feeling that it isn’t. it makes me really sad; but i’m hoping that once we see each other again, everything will be alright. everyone seems to be worried about what will happen...
Whatever goes up...
must come down. and boy, am i down. i just don’t feel like myself right now. i haven’t since it happened. i’m still confused, and i’m still hurt. i don’t even know if i have a real reason to be hurt, but i am. i really should tell my problems to a select few people that really will understand them and actually attempt to make me feel better. otherwise, i’m not...
Scratch that.
I am still confused. also mildly hurt because i have no idea what to think. i thought you were nicer than that, i really did. if that’s what you’re friends make you do, then you are obviously no different. i thought you were this sweet, caring, funny, amazing guy. i’m not sure if i’m wrong, and i really hope i am, but there’s this tiny feeling inside of me that says...
confused? not anymore really.
well, today was flustering. you definitely could’ve just told me what it meant. but NO. you didn’t. i understand why…i guess. although your friend is kind of a tool. secret time, my ass. no wonder he asked me if i liked you. he’s calling me your girlfriend. you definitely could’ve told me that, but i guess you’d rather see me flustered. oh wellll, at least i...
Hmmm.
So, what? we’re friends now? did nothing significant happen between us? clearly not. whatever, i guess it doesn’t matter. at least i still got my feelings out to you. you just chose to not really care. you really don’t matter much to me anymore, so i couldn’t really care less. whatever.
i’m definitely trying to focus more on you. there honestly is not much more i...
How do you make me like this?
I just don’t understand. Is it your charm? wit? looks? or just your overall beauty? I think it’s a combination of all of them. Anytime my little chat box lightens up with a reddish glow I get excited. When the message is from you, I don’t think I can even express how happy I am. The feeling is ineffable. :)
I don’t think anybody understands. I wish you were here, just so I...
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You're unbelievable.
And not in a good way either. I can’t believe you and what you’re doing to me. You can’t just say that you didn’t realize that. You’d have to be a complete idiot to not realize that i liked you; but i guess that’s what you are. You are the dumbest, most idiotic, biggest-waste-of-time douchebag i’ve ever met. i don’t know why i spent any of my time on...